My Heart

There are still days that I look down at my ring and get excited all over again. Even though I've bought my dress there are still moments that I can't believe it's really happening.I was never a girl that dreamed much about my wedding and what I would wear and how it would all pan out, but I have very much been a girl who has thought much about marriage.

I have always been anxious to meet my husband and have prayed over him and for him much over the last six years. There were times that I wondered if I would ever meet my husband. A couple years ago as a friend of mine struggled through the beginning of her marriage and would often say marriage wasn't worth it and I should be glad I was single. I never saw it that way though because I didn't see marriage as this wonderful all the time relationship. I knew the realistic nature of the relationship and that there would be tough times. I remember telling her then that I was excited about getting married and fighting because knowing whats on the other side makes it worth it. I realize there will be times that Cody & I aren't happy go lucky and we may fight, but I am excited to do life with him. I can't wait to be married to him!!!

There were times in my life that I honestly thought I'd meet, start dating and marry my husband all with in a years time. Who would have known it would just be nine months?